Family's LOVE

Saying that family's love is a potion to remedy the problem n watever bad emotional u have taken back from outside.... They'll miss u even though you're apart, but somehow feels warm inside bcos you're close in heart... The love of a family is life's greatest blessing...

My life?

Today morning had a war with my brother. Lying on my bed without bathing, kicking my bag tat i treasure most, hitting my ear when having hearing problems. saying he doesn't like me. i doesnt like him too! i've nv treat him like my real brother since young. he'd been causing me so much problem while other can have a peaceful families. i've nv had a love from my family though. everyone was behaving like im a culprit. scolding n shouting at each other like hell.. they've nv shows me that they love the way i've been yet they takes it for granted. well... it'd been through all. when i was young they promise that will bring family to sentosa yet it'd been more than 10 years... it doesnt matter anyway... was just a trip. wat i mind was tat family wasn't like a family others was having.... when i was outside, i treat frens like doesn't matter if it was good or bad. but they've nv treat me like the real fren they're having. well... i doesnt care much. as it doesnt really kills my memories... ppl loves me when i dont. accepting their love n steps into thier life. some treat it like as if was having fun n some treat it like a im a ball. slowly slowly becoming part of them n been thrown just like this. well... i doesnt care too. it makes both a beta way to go in ahead life. in times of growing... having a love... tat just suddenly have in it. asking n be in of it. nv did i know tat matter just kills someone deeply... both was deeply in love yet something unpleasant occur in our life... n tats my fault... n the love had always been broken... in my life... if it was gonna be like this... let me have a peaceful place like this...

A person who surrenders when he’s WRONG, is HONEST. A person who SURRENDERS when not SURE, is WISE. A person who surrenders even if he’s RIGHT, is a HUSBAND...!!! =D

Shakespear Says!"It is not Necessary to share Everything with True Friendz. But It is Necessary that What you Share Must be True..

"life is more strict than a teacher... teacher teaches a lesson then takes an exam..but life takes an exam and then teaches a lesson!!!!"

I'll learnt from everything that'll change the unpleasant.

As i know it was my fault... If i didn't lie from the start n break those promise just because of some problem, my relationship wont have just end here. Things cant go back to the past, I'll live the present n cherish more in the future. Altho i hate myself for doing so much unpleasant things... But atleast i understand him more now. The way it happen just too fierce. but he thought me not to lie no matter wat gonna happen. God wont gives problem without solution. Lying was 1 of a biggest sin in the world. N breaking promise kills... There's one says god let us meet the wrong person be4 meeting the right person so that when we finally meet the person we'll know how to be grateful. For watever it is i didnt did it purposely to hurt him... For now to let us separate both of us wasn't happy though. But it really teaches me lots of things through this incidence. Growing in the relationship. It the most happiest things in life that able to be with him. I just love the way he is. No matter how he will or gonna become i dun care. He is still he. May god let him be the right guy. If everything was set by the computer. I'd delete the lie n the breaking promises in me.

Being mature~

The sign of maturity is not when we start speaking big things but actually it is when we start understanding small things........!!!

weekend~

First day of weekend on Ssat...
Headed to relative house... First time met them... So proud that my uncle was actually a angmo... Next time visit gonna ask him many many qst. =P We bbq till night... The charcoal r burning in damn high temp. soooo HOT! I was scalded in the air. N like so oily.. Feels like jumping down to the swimming pool yet didnt bring extra clothing... Blame me for being lazy~ x.X

Ytd Sun...
Headed to god grandma house... Was god nephew[howard] birthday, he's only 1yr old.. First time see him. He's chuby!! Lols~Aanyway.. My aunt sister was my sec sch cca frens. It just too coincidence. Then headed to cwp.. Tot dad were to buy laptop... :( Anyway to Bukit Batok visit uncle Lee... His house was four storey high.. omg! My leg... The room is like so small... lols.
Im home... Yet the comp was so lag... Today in school posting... Damn tired. Haven even starts my work... Gonna do now! x.X Bye guys~

ANYWAY~

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you...

Tomorrow will be beta~

EvEry King Was Once A cRying BabY & Every GrEaT BuilDinG Was A MaP... ITs Not ImPorTanT WheRe U r ToDaY, But Where U Will ReaCh TomOrrOw Thats ImPorTant...!!!

For a thousand soul~

I chose you not as one of two... Or one of three
or four But out of all the ones I met... A thousand souls or more ...
I picked you out from all the rest... For in my heart I knew...
There could not be another one... As wonderful as you...To me you
were perfection or... As near as that can be...Upon this earth and on
this side...Of God's eternity... Your warmth and understanding
and...The courage you possess...And how you seek unselfishly... To
bring me happiness.... I chose you for the fairness in... The way
you play life's game... And if I had another chance... My choice
would be the same...

The real braves~

If victory is certain then even a coward can fight, But the real brave is the one who still dares to fight when his defeat is certain.

=D

In Life When You Face Choices..
Just Toss A Coin..
Not Because It Settles The Question..
But..
While The Coin Is In Air..
You Will Know..
What Your Heart Really Desires For..

I'll still loves u

If u're sad i'll give u my smile, i'll be with u. if u feels like crying i'll cry with u, i'll hug u n we'll cry together. if u're happy u dun have to share every happy moment with me but when u did it necessary tat wat u share must be true. =) hearts

loves

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

HAPPY LIFE~

AN EXELLENT WAY TO LEAD HAPPY LIFE :::: FORGET 2 THINGS IN LIFE.... 1- THE "GOOD" YOU DID 4 OTHERS..... 2-THE "BAD" OTHERS DID 4 U ....!!!

笨蛋

莎: 很多时候
我因为怕受伤
所以就选择先放弃
我更因我太爱自由
所以明明渴望爱情
却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界.
杰:难道
我不能给你百分百的信心吗?
你知道我一直有多在乎你.
莎:我珍惜这份安全感
却又担心他的牺牲
所以每天的感觉还是孤独的
我还是需要一个人
一个人想一想.
唱:冰箱结霜
咖啡滚烫
煮不好
最简单的早餐
我的生活
是一团混乱
维持单身
感觉茫然
喜不喜欢
习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来
又一个人往
怎么让他
流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是
空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光
也是温暖
杰:这段日子你真的过得好吗?
莎:没有你的早晨
加了糖的咖啡也是苦的

杰:当时我尊重你的要求
所以我离开
但这段日子你不开心
所以我就回来了
莎:也许我连自己要什么我也不知道
我一个人游游荡荡
自由久了
也没有了目标
梦里醒来发现墙上已经不自觉写满了你的名字
杰:单身是茫然
恋爱也彷徨
我明白
所以我用时间
去证明了这颗心
不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变
唱:每个早上
都想赖床
没有梦
是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛
盯着天花板
也跑不出
任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
莎:难道我真的是个笨蛋
一直错过已经在身边的幸福
杰:我们只是用时间找到了我们需要什么
时间让我们认识了自己
也肯定了对方
莎:因为你
让我知道真正的幸福是什么
·°·°∴°.·°∴°.°°∴°

神话-

Being kind to enemy , is a betrayal to a fren.

To come and go parting, the knot was fate

我要我们在一起

风远远地吹着我的脸我的手我的发我的心我的眼睛
你远远的呆在那个城那个路那个房那个灯那扇窗口
我静静的放着你给我的cd音乐当作背景
怎么唱
都不再煽情
我记得你习惯闭着眼抱着我好像我是你的脸笑嘻嘻
我不知该如何对你笑对你哭张着嘴不理你像个机器
你的世界我的日子好像没有谁对谁发过脾气
过的太快,来不及
唉哟……
你说你说我们要不要在一起
柔情的日子里
生活的不费力气
傻傻看你
只要和你在一起
我说我说我要我们在一起
爱你不费力气
不像现在只能遥远的唱着你

不是因为寂寞才想你

相遇在人海 聚散在重逢之外
醒来的窗台 等着月光洒下来
不用太伤怀 相信缘分依然在
让时钟它慢慢摇 滴滴嗒嗒等你来

看云水漂流 看着落叶被带走
泪湿的枕头 枕干潮湿的温柔
等到下一个春秋 等到秋叶被红透
让那指针慢慢走 停在花开的时候

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够
看云水漂流 看着落叶被带走
泪湿的枕头 枕干潮湿的温柔
等到下一个春秋 等到秋叶被红透
让那指针慢慢走 停在花开的时候

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

所有无眠的夜想你够不够

淚了

天快亮了 能不能別離開呢
沉默像首悲傷的歌 無聲視線卻模糊了
你要走了 也帶走所有快樂
甜蜜的片段散落了 你倦了 心冷了 我哭了
那流星閃過 我們許下了一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離 你怎麼放棄了
星空在閃爍 像你的眼淚 悄悄劃過
當你放開了手 離開的時候 有沒有一點捨不得我
淚光在閃爍 而我的眼淚 忍住不敢 墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候 你卻已經遠遠 離開我
離開我了 夢醒了還剩什麼
我要的幸福消失了 你的心曾經屬於我的
那流星閃過 我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離 你怎麼放棄了
星空在閃爍 像你的眼淚 悄悄劃過
當你放開了手 離開的時候 有沒有一點捨不得我
淚光在閃爍 而我的眼淚 忍住不敢 墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候 你卻已經遠遠 離開我
有過的快樂我都記得 回憶還旋轉著
愛怎麼停了 我們都淚了
星空在閃爍 像你的眼淚 悄悄劃過
當你放開了手 離開的時候 有沒有一點捨不得我
淚光在閃爍 而我的眼淚 忍住不敢 墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候 你卻已經遠遠 離開

爱我别走

我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
走在漫无目的的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我没有你的消息
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
走在漫无目的的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

因为是你

第一次我发现自己可以这么坚定
不管别人怎么关心我就是爱你
我知道这样的决定也许有一点点任性
我只是忠于自己
爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清
有时一个眼神就能看透真心
虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理
但你知道的我还是会等你

别怀疑我为什么爱你
就像云恋风风恋着雨
其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习因为是你

爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清
有时一个眼神就能看透真心
虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理
但你知道的我还是会等你
别怀疑我为什么爱你
就像云恋风风恋着雨
其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习因为是你

别怀疑我为什么爱你
就像云恋风风恋着雨
其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习因为是你

第一次爱的人

灰色的天　你的臉
愛過也哭過笑過痛過之後　只剩再見
我的眼淚　溼了臉
失去第一次愛的人竟然是這種感覺

總以為　愛是全部的心跳
失去愛我們就要~
就要　一點點慢慢的死掉

當我　失去你那一秒　心突然就變老
the day you went away
喧鬧的街　沒發現我的淚　被遺忘在街角
the day you went away

我看著你走過街
還穿著去年夏天我送你的那雙球鞋
銀色手鍊　還耀眼
你的世界似乎一點也沒有因此改變

有一天　也許我能把自己治好
再一次想起來　應該要怎麼笑
第一次愛的人它的壞他的好
卻像胸口刺青　是永遠的記號
跟著我的呼吸　直到停止心跳

In the end...

After school headed to TPY meet Joy jie. told her everythings tat happen from start to end n she help me pray for wat i need. Other den him she's the only one who knows all those things in detail-ed. Had been praying this few days.... Hoping that lord will heal his heart of wound. Tat he would trust me again there we can restart. it seems to work but still having the mind set of doesnt wan to be back with me, wat the use? Wat if the whole year he still not getting back? Gonna lost contact? Oh... No no no. Couldn't let it happen. But how am i going to face all this fact? Nat says only Guan Yu can help but problem must solve by ownslef to get back or even "thicker smell" right? Sigh... MASH!!!

Commitment in lifes...

There is an old saying that goes, "Stand for something or you'll fall for anything." The second is faithful adherence to those beliefs with your behavior. Possibly the best description of commitment is "persistence with a purpose". Genuine commitment stands the test of time. The first action is called supporting. Genuine support develops a commitment in the minds and hearts of others. The second action underlying commitment is called improving. Improving stretches our commitment to an even higher level. Commitment means a willingness to look for a better way and learn from the process. It is the combination of both supporting and improving behaviors that makes up the practice of commitment. Separately neither action is capable of sustaining commitment. Promoting alone can come across as a shallow and pollyannish. Continuous improvement can be seen as "good is never good enough". Together they provide a needed balance. Both are essential to commitment. Commitment is most difficult and most readily proven during tough times. The real test comes when you can hold the line against the easy route of compromise. Commitment is a two-way street. You only get it if you are willing to give it.

The Godness LOVE [Everyones]

What is love? This aspect of love never gives up! When God tells us that love is patient, He means love endures a long time. Love helps us endure extreme hardships as we keep our eyes upon our Lord. It is longsuffering; with the focus on accommodating others and not ourselves so we can give others room to grow and time to accomplish the work that God is doing in them. When someone is abrupt with us or when someone treats us wrongly, we are called to be patient, because we cannot have everything our way all the time, every time. We cannot allow ourselves to become angry when others fail to live up to the expectations that we set for them. When our spouse or child, or boss, or coworker, or friend, or anyone else angers or disappoints us, we are not to give up on him/her. Because God is patient with us, He does not give up on you and me and God loves us; so, we are to show patience with others. We need not become angry, but be content, for this is love. The characteristic that Love is Patient, is what will greatly help us to be tolerant, good, understanding, and forgiving to others in our families and friends. This love will be the fruit that helps us encourage, build one another up, restore relationships, reach out to the community, and seek the best in all we do. This love is what builds a great church and a good culture and its absence causes those same societies to collapse in corruption or apathy!