In the end...

After school headed to TPY meet Joy jie. told her everythings tat happen from start to end n she help me pray for wat i need. Other den him she's the only one who knows all those things in detail-ed. Had been praying this few days.... Hoping that lord will heal his heart of wound. Tat he would trust me again there we can restart. it seems to work but still having the mind set of doesnt wan to be back with me, wat the use? Wat if the whole year he still not getting back? Gonna lost contact? Oh... No no no. Couldn't let it happen. But how am i going to face all this fact? Nat says only Guan Yu can help but problem must solve by ownslef to get back or even "thicker smell" right? Sigh... MASH!!!