I'll learnt from everything that'll change the unpleasant.

As i know it was my fault... If i didn't lie from the start n break those promise just because of some problem, my relationship wont have just end here. Things cant go back to the past, I'll live the present n cherish more in the future. Altho i hate myself for doing so much unpleasant things... But atleast i understand him more now. The way it happen just too fierce. but he thought me not to lie no matter wat gonna happen. God wont gives problem without solution. Lying was 1 of a biggest sin in the world. N breaking promise kills... There's one says god let us meet the wrong person be4 meeting the right person so that when we finally meet the person we'll know how to be grateful. For watever it is i didnt did it purposely to hurt him... For now to let us separate both of us wasn't happy though. But it really teaches me lots of things through this incidence. Growing in the relationship. It the most happiest things in life that able to be with him. I just love the way he is. No matter how he will or gonna become i dun care. He is still he. May god let him be the right guy. If everything was set by the computer. I'd delete the lie n the breaking promises in me.