I'll learnt from everything that'll change the unpleasant.

As i know it was my fault... If i didn't lie from the start n break those promise just because of some problem, my relationship wont have just end here. Things cant go back to the past, I'll live the present n cherish more in the future. Altho i hate myself for doing so much unpleasant things... But atleast i understand him more now. The way it happen just too fierce. but he thought me not to lie no matter wat gonna happen. God wont gives problem without solution. Lying was 1 of a biggest sin in the world. N breaking promise kills... There's one says god let us meet the wrong person be4 meeting the right person so that when we finally meet the person we'll know how to be grateful. For watever it is i didnt did it purposely to hurt him... For now to let us separate both of us wasn't happy though. But it really teaches me lots of things through this incidence. Growing in the relationship. It the most happiest things in life that able to be with him. I just love the way he is. No matter how he will or gonna become i dun care. He is still he. May god let him be the right guy. If everything was set by the computer. I'd delete the lie n the breaking promises in me.

Being mature~

The sign of maturity is not when we start speaking big things but actually it is when we start understanding small things........!!!

weekend~

First day of weekend on Ssat...
Headed to relative house... First time met them... So proud that my uncle was actually a angmo... Next time visit gonna ask him many many qst. =P We bbq till night... The charcoal r burning in damn high temp. soooo HOT! I was scalded in the air. N like so oily.. Feels like jumping down to the swimming pool yet didnt bring extra clothing... Blame me for being lazy~ x.X

Ytd Sun...
Headed to god grandma house... Was god nephew[howard] birthday, he's only 1yr old.. First time see him. He's chuby!! Lols~Aanyway.. My aunt sister was my sec sch cca frens. It just too coincidence. Then headed to cwp.. Tot dad were to buy laptop... :( Anyway to Bukit Batok visit uncle Lee... His house was four storey high.. omg! My leg... The room is like so small... lols.
Im home... Yet the comp was so lag... Today in school posting... Damn tired. Haven even starts my work... Gonna do now! x.X Bye guys~