Lalala...

This few days like keep thinking of him.. Is like every few min. But doesnt wan to text him. Anyway he wont reply. Waiting for the day he gonna text me. hais... how long more... few years time? guess he wouldn't have wan to text me or cant even bother to text. well... a phrase from friends books: Doing the things right may not always be easy but it is always right.
so if he gonna be back, be4 tat is no to patch n is to be restart all over. tat means tat for wat i've promise i might alr forget but for not hurting both again i'll repromise everything. hope he'll not be sad just bcos i forget wat i've promise. cos by then i'll just note down all just incase i'll forget. really hope he'll be back. cos i've been changing... not gonna lie or hide or break promise anymore.
my zoodiac says i cant put in too much hope but still i'll be waiting.
wat i love is just him. his character... when u treat him good, when u did nothing wrong, when it goes so smooth, he just treat u well. but when something is wrong he just kept quite. n by then u'll just know somethings goes wrong. its clear tat i've done somthing wrong or tat he just upset bout something else.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!! =D

Well... It chinese new year again. Hoping everything in our life goes smoothly. Altho fate is gonna be facts. But if we insist, the fate will change. Of cos if it were got to be bad things the out come is gonna be bad. If it was good, e.g went all around to help ppl who in needs, ur life will change. :D
it was just an example yahs! CHEERS~

I'll be going back to Malaysia today. Of cos tat i'll be missing someone n a place. Oohps! At this v. moment i saw one couple was hugging each other. It makes me miss tat person alr. Hmms... Hahas.. Alright i'll end here. Gonna be back home to pack my stuff. :D


take care guys!
Hearts-Angel*<3

Everyone's Conflict....

Every one in the world who meets a situation as long as there's a problem accur in their mind, to solve tat problem there'll sure be contradiction. Both choices may be bad n good. If let say were to choose to care someone, the party might think tat it disturbing, but some might think it so sweet tat tat guy care so much bout me. If were to choose not to care cos u'll think tat the party might think it disturbing. But wat if u didnt care or care too less n tat party might think tat how come tat guy doesnt even care bout me? Who am i actually? Who does tat guy really treat me as? Well... Every problem theres way to solve it. But just to be sure tat if only one party wanted to solve problem, n the other party might think it okay or was angry with u so doesnt wan to talk bout it, the problem will never be solve. & from then the history will repeat n repeat again... If both the party really love each other they shouldn't talk about it neither in sms mns nor thru phone or any other able communication. It'll be beta if both is able to communicate thru face to face. able to know wats the party actual feels is like. If it was good, like party was crying/ droping tears its clear tat both still love each other. But if sence of doesnt even wan to talk, it simple enough tat the party doesnt wan to solve the problem. It may be that the party cant stand it becos of tat problem so doesnt wan to say out as it might be too harsh. But to solve the problem both must be strong. To take the harsh. as it meant to be said 'understanding'. & tat party say wat has gone wrong or wat was in their mind. To solve any of the problem just got to say everything in ur mind out even if gotta throw ur feelings out to let the party know. As it may seems tat u really care. :D

missing him...

i miss him alot... when will he text me?... i said i wont bother him doesnt mean he cant text me. of cos if he ask if i did miss him i'll said no. i'm still angry at him...! breaking is not a small matter... n u only break thru sms. i lied u break i tell u the truth u also wan break. like im a toy to guys? sadded... so much confict... its killing me. e word ' let just break up n move on with our own life' n 'i want a corner i've wanted all along somewhere i belong.' if thats really wat he wan i'll just simply wont get in his life again. im not happy either. this time IF we'll be back. i'll not ask him for patch anymore. he'll do it himself!

In e midnight vomit n not feel well.This pevert makes my morning SUX!

If i did not rmb correctly, it happen on Wed in the morning heading to school at arn 7plus i was sitting at last row of the seat of bus 969 almost got molest by that guy. today once again i saw him in bus 969 again was in e morning same Wed BUT different timing... guess he knew tat i'll be sch at this time n den change timing to school bahs. this morning when he saw me in bus seems so shock. at that moment just feel like shouting at him. but it seems like so quite. in e wrong timing? lols. but he just too lucky tat i only saw him during schooling days. i'll just simply makes him no father day. while in the bus still so daring to stare at me n ' that place'. if not for that 'plastic' i'll just whack him upside down!

took medi ytd midnight. really dun feel well. i tried to control myself for not vomiting as i was just too lazy to get off from bed. nv did i expect tat when i JUST fall asleep that dirty thing came out from my stomach..........